Well... CRAP!

Haha, so it's official, I am no longer a stalker... I fessed up and now I have to find something new to interest me... I guess obsessively writing on this blog will work for the time being.. :/ I'm not exactly sure how I feel about this whole thing... On the one hand I'm happy the delusion is over, on the other I really really hate the fact that things didn't go my way... *sigh* well I guess I'm doomed to suck forever... How sad... Oh well. Time for so much caffeine I can't breath. :D

Party Down!!!

Haha, so me and my buddy Erin are gonna be rockin' out tonight with a baller (wtf does that mean anyway?) sleep over. Our plans include scary movies, popcorn, and copious amounts of Monster. YAY!

Sneaky Sneaky

Well, I woke up at 4:49 am... Couldn't go back to sleep so now I'm trying to type on the laptop without my dad noticing... I'm not very sneaky, he's just very sleepy. (Haha, I made a funny.) Anyway, I keep adding to my story up there and stuff, so if you read some of it and liked it, then read the new stuff, comment, and if still like it, follow me. (Haha I really want to add to my list of Minionz. :b ) Sooo.... Yea. I'll be going then.

Oopsie...

I really have neglected the part of this blog thats talk about me. I'm so obsessed with my bloody story I barely ever update the part that is supposed to tell random people about me. *sigh* I wasn't even going to mention the things like:

My sister (Amanda) 's BF's truck broke down and we had to go to KC yesterday so we could get a headlight for our red 96 (?) Thunderbird, which my mom is going to give to him. We spent the night in a hotel and went shopping and... O about the hotel, me and my lil sis (Rachel [whom I really don't like that much]) gotourown room cuz the one we rented didn't have the beds made or anythingand that was the only double room availible, so they gave us two single rooms for free.

My loot: 3 or 4 new pairs of skinny jeans, 3 or 4 new pairs of regular jeans, a metallica t-shirt, an AFI t-shirt, a Twilight (ewwwww) t-shirt, a coolblack and white sweater-thingy, various other t-shirts, a couple tank tops, bazillions of neon toe socks, annnnnnd..... two new bottles for my collection!!!

Haha, so I never wrote about my bottle collection. It's nothing too fancy, but nothing cheap either. I only buy true colored glass (sometimes crystal) bottles. The painted kind annoy the holy living baneenies outta me. I have an entire shelf full of bottles... Most are shades are shades of green, (because green glass is easy to make [all you add is copper or tin or something]) several yellows and oranges, a few blues, a couple clear, and ONE red. True red glass is hard to come by because you have to use gold to make it. Not a lot of gold, but it certainly cost more than making it clear or something. Well, anyway, today I got another red!!! It is kinda like a vase, but it's really pretty. I also found acrystal decanter top. It's crystal and about the size of my palm. (Fairly large for a decanter top.) I couldn't find the bottle that went with it, but the way it's made makes it easy to pair with a different bottle... About a third of my collection are decanter style bottles. A bottle just looks complete with a glass stopper. Anywaaaaay.... I'm probably boring you with my weird hobby. I've written more about my collection then I've written in the past couple of days all together.

Haha, I've forgotton what the whole point od this was, but whatever. Have a nice day!!!

*Nom-Nom-Nom*

I have been dreaming of Subway  for the past three days... Cuz Erin payed for me to go skating on Friday I told her we'd go and get Subway sometime... but every time I try to get her to go, she either doesn't show or is too busy.. :/ I'm STARVING!!! (Not literally, but I really want my Subway.... :/

Dum-Dee-Dum-Dum

Haha gotta love people like your dad. Esspecially when they let you use their laptop to get back on the internet. :D

Sad Face...

Was I the only one who cried when Ulquiorra died?

I felt robbed! Plus I always thought that if Orihimei had Ulquiorra then Ichigo could have somebody else...

(I ment to post this after the Ichigo-Ishida pic, but I didn't, so here it is!)

I Love-a Love-a Love You!!!

Here is shout out to my BFFAEEEEEEEEE (Best Friend Forever And Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever) Erin. Omgz I LUVZ you right now. 

Thank you so much for letting me borrow you iPod!!!

YAYAYAYAYAYYAYA!!!! :DDDDDD

I Have Rights

One of those rights is the right to be a stalker. Ok, so maybe stalking people is bad, but who cares? It isn't like I'm calling at them 4 in the morning... I am however printing out weird pictures of them.

Ok so not really, but I saw this cute pic of my crush and I downloaded it to Erin's computer and cropped it and like defaced it and stuff and then Erin decidded it would be funny to blow it up and print it in color.... So now I have a color picture of my crush....

*Still Laughing*

Ok, so it's 7 am and I'm bored right? So I look up random stuff on Google images. I searched "bleach at the beach" and found this:

I laughed so hard I nearly cried.... For anyone who has watched bleach, you know why.

Yikes

It's official, I let myself like somebody WAY too much... Ok, so I was looking the pictures from a party I didn't get to go to (cause I couldn't get the damn address in time) and I saw a picture of my crush. 


Normally, I'd be like, "Oh, look who it is. Dum de dum, moving on..." But that was not the way I reacted. I literally had to hold my breath to keep from going, "Awww he's so cute!" in a high pitched voice. 


The cause? He was wearing this baggy shirt that just made him sooo cute!!! LAWL :P


Haha well, I think I've recovered from my short elapse in brain function....

Acceptance

So everybody is always searching for some for form of acceptance. I am no exception to that rule. I want people to accept me, but also the things I do. Specifically, the things I write or say. So if you read this and have ANY feedback, PLEASE comment or something to let me know!

Heck you can even email me! i6602232666@ymail.com (However don't call that number cuz my phone is broken...)

To Those From Omegle:

Hi! Welcome to my blog!

If your here for the first time feel free to browse...

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Beauty & Hate

Every night I stand beneath the sky,

The moon as my comfort as I cry,

Though the stars never shed a tear,

I share with them my every fear,

The razor shakes in my hand,

It's more pain then I can stand,

Life drifts farther out of reach,

Heaven's Gate I'm soon to breach,

The moon, my guardian, my shield,

To your protection I do yield,

I drop the razor to the floor,

As the pain attacks my core,

Pain so strong I want to scream,

"What does your beauty mean?"

I curl up into a ball,

All alone I watch you fall,

Another night is gone and past,

My life continues yet to last,

Your beauty causes my pain,

But it's not you who is to blame,

I think of you and want to bleed,

But it's your love that I need,

So tonight I'll sit and wait,

For your beauty and your hate.

Good vs Evil

A thought to ponder: Is evil really the opposite of good? Or is evil merely the absence of good? Is dark not the absence of light? So is satan really the anti-christ or is satan just the absence of god like qualities? To go even further, does that mean there is a god, or just that god is a force, not a being. Therefore, if there were a god, would the god be perfect? Or would the god become satan because they lack the godly qualities? But then, if satan is the absence of god like qualities, is satan really a being? Or just the boogieman conjured up to take the blame for our own lack of godlyness.

Love & Truth

Love is not love if your love is not true. If you believe your love to be true, you must tell your love the truth . To tell the truth , you must not lie. A lie is lie no matter the size or color. If you can be true to your love, you can be true to yourself. Truth of self is more important then truth of others. You mustn't lie to yourself. What is the point of a lie only you can hear?

Technology Sux

Ok so my parents still haven't bought my netbook and I've been forced to use my friends computer.... I feel bad cuz she gets bored and blogging is stuff you do when your all alone and bored.

O and just to update random crap going on in my life:
Today I half-assed asked SJ out... AWWWWWKWARRRRD.
Ummm.... My sister (who is 18) is like two or three months pregnant...
Annnnnd..... Yea my life isn't very interesting so that's it.