Is it Karma or Fate?

Well today was sorta blah for two main reasons. 1, (this is the main reason) I have been sick all day, my stomach is pissed about God knows what. And on the way  back to the hotel a tire exploded. Like, literally. So we were driving (ok, my mom was driving, but whatever) and we go under an overpass and BOOM! The left-side rear tire exploded!!! 


We were stuck on the side of the road for over an hour. Waiting to get the OK from the insurance and Triple A.

KC 4 DA WEEK BITCHES!!!

LAWL Imma staying in KC for a couple days to get in on Memorial Day shopping! Haha my mom got us this really cool hotel room for the next couple days and it has a flat-screen TV, two queens, and I get to sleep on a window bed. XD it is so cool! I am going to love it here!!!

I'll update you tomorrow on all the booty I get. (Clothing or boys, I don't care which.)

*sigh* I feel left out.

Well on Facebook it says that I'm totally cool about not going to go to Trent's Party, but I'm kinda not. I was kinda looking forward to seeing all my not emo friends. But because my sister is a bitch and wouldn't let me back on the laptop, TL bailed on giving me a ride. So I texted SJ and asked for the address. It took so long I gave up and took a shower. I got out of the shower and he had texted me the address. The party was half over so I decided "screw it. I don't fit in at that party anyway. I'm going to kill things until my fingers bleed." I played Fable all night and although they weren't bleeding, both thumbs have a huge blister.

My Xbox 360 is my only friend. :(

My Internet/Laptop SUX

The previous post was supposed to be posted last night, but it didn't post because my internet was wonky. (Yes I did indeed just use the word "wonky") So now I guess I could just play it cool and act like tomorrow is Promotion, but it is not. It was today. And it was... interesting.

I woke up at 7:43 (LATE LATE LATE) because my phone is broken and I forgot to ask somebody to wake me up in the morning. I got to school around 8:42... Yes, it took me a bloody hour to get ready. My contact in my right eye spazzed out. (I blame Spencer cuz he hit my eye the other day.) 

I tried to find my seat without drawing too much attention (no worries, just a rehearsal) and so I sat down in an empty seat in the back and tried to figure out where to sit. My last name starts with V so I knew I would be in the back. Well I got the attention anyway because a teacher came over and started yelling at me saying I couldn't just sit down anywhere. I pointed out the fact that I hadn't wanted to draw too much attention. Short story shorter because I don't really feel like typing the rest, I found my seat.

After rehearsal all the 8th graders hung out in the cafeteria. Besides MC annoying the ever lovin' HELL out of me, I had fun chatting with friends and occasionally laughing cuz one prep's skirt was WAY too short, or WAY WAY WAY ugly.

I went up (in my socks),  grabbed my piece of paper, and waited til it was over and left. 

Ze End

Last Day Of School!!!

I know, I know, 8th grade isn't "officially" over until after the promotion ceremony on Thursday, but today is last actual day of school. Well, if you can consider Field Day and Locker Clean-Out to be "actual" school. Tomorrow I'm leaving the Middle School FOREVER. Haha I can't wait until Friday! First official day of SUMMER!!!


Today I am going to where my Art Jeans (jeans I draw all over) and a plain white t-shirt. Hopefully I will get some awesome signatures!   ;P    We have Yearbook Signing 7th period and I haven't ordered a yearbook in 5 years, so I have the opportunity and the means. (I own about 87 bazillion Sharpiis and several blank white t-shirts to draw on with fore-mentioned Sharpiis.)


Haha the funny thing is because people generally only sign the back of a t-shirt I'm going to where my hoodie backwards (I do that a lot...). Not only is it funny and comfy, it means I have a sort of shield between me and other people. (I have issues, OK?) 

Welcome to My World

Everyone sort of lives at their own pace, by a set of rules and principles they accept. And even though these worlds often collide and even merge, they are still somehow separate. 


Let me explain:


If you were to enter my mind, and see the world as I do, you would first be overwhelmed by bright, flashing colors, and screamingly loud sounds. You would be stunned, whipped around by the flaring emotions and the spontaneous cravings to LIVE; to move, to speak, to love, to attack. But as the vigor fades, all that is left is a catatonic sleep-like state. Lack of emotion, lack of will, lack anything that defines who we are. 


But in lets say, EM's bubble, I think it would similar, but shockingly different. I imagine it is filled with fiery red passion, anger, jealousy, love, and desire. The NEED for things. But also, a bleak gray. A whirlwind of confusion, and frustration. And in the background, a soft yellow. A faintly glowing joy, not always noticeable, but always there.   


Or DI. Her world reminds me of an opera. She is the singer. The music is the way she feels. You hear it in the background, controlling what note she sings next. The music appears as if an accent to the voice, but it is truly what makes the sound of song so beautiful. A force to be reckoned with, the music runs the show.


Now, if you haven't noticed, most people are run by their emotions, their most basic desires. Very few people operate on logic, and even fewer do so correctly. But you must have noticed that even though they are alike in some ways, everyone is drastically different from the other. 

"Her Name is Alice" by Shinedown

("If I had a world of my own, everything will be nonsense")
("Nothing will be what it is, because everything will be what it isn't")

I invite you to a world where there is no such thing as time
And every creature lends themselves to change your state of mind
And the girl that chased the rabbit drank the wine and took the pill
Has locked herself in limbo to see how it truly feels

To stand outside your virtue
No one can ever hurt you
Or so they say

Her name is Alice (Alice)
She crawls into the window
Shaped in shadows
Alice (Alice)
And even though she is dreaming, she knows

Sometimes the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain
And every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain
And through the looking glass we see she's painfully returned
But now off with her head I fear is everyone's concern

You see there's no real ending
It's only the beginning
Come out and play

Her name is Alice (Alice)
She crawls into the window
Shapes in shadows
Alice (Alice)
And even though she is dreaming
She's a locked for meaning for you
This kingdom good riddance good freedom and innocence
Has brought this whole thing down

Her name is Alice (Alice)
She crawls into to the window
Shapes in shadows
Alice (Alice)
And even though she is dreaming
She's a locked for meaning

She's a locked for meaning for you

("In contrary was what it is it wouldn't be")
("And what it wouldn't be it would")
("You see?") 



I love this song! I don't even like Shinedown that much, but this song is a 12 out of 10.
The movie sucked though. Just plain disappointing.
The Cheshire Cat was AMAZING.




The End!!!

Mood Swing Boogie

Ok we all have mood swings every now and again (and not just chicks, guys are moody too.) Well any way, I don't know about you, but I listen to music that reflects my mood. For example, right now I'm listening to "Mr Brightside" by The Killers. Because it reflects the fact that I want to punch somebody in the face or just scream. It isn't like an emo song or anything, it is just the sound of it that fits. 

Now that I can't hear the things that were pissing me off, Imma listening to "Love Drunk" by Boys Like Girls. It fits with the whole "over it" thing. It also just happens to be what popped up on my GrooveShark shuffle. :P

So the listening of music that reflects or influences your mood is hereby dubbed "The Mood Swing Boogie" by You're a Hormonal B**ch. LAWLZ

OMGZ I CAN USE MY BLOG AT SCHOOL!!!

So I'm at school in the computer lab with DI and this isn't blocked. Yay! We were kinda excited. Well, I was anyway. 

SJ, TL, and RJ (Ryan) are in the row behind us. :P So I'd rather not type more because the idea of someone reading as I type is creepy.

Technology Sux @$$!!!

Ok I am completely and totally in love with technology. I mean come on, I have a blog for God's sake. But why does it have to be so fragile?!?!?! *sigh* I guess I need to explain: 


My phone may or may not ever work again and if it does, it is going to smell like a roasted chicken for the rest of it's existence. More explaining, I know. Well, you see, for dinner we had chicken. I left my phone on the table after I was done eating because my dad asked me to go grab something out of his car. My idiot sibling was too lazy to sort through the dishes and just swept everything into the big chicken pan (full of chicken juice) to carry them into the kitchen. she slid my phone in with them. She didn't bother to do the dishes right then either. So around ten o' clock I started looking for my phone because I use it as an alarm clock in the morning. I have terrible location memory sometimes so I couldn't remember that I had left it on the table. I had my (other) sister call my phone and I followed the sound into the kitchen. There, marinating in chicken broth, was my phone. EWWW. It had been in there for almost TWO WHOLE HOURS. I'm surprised even rang. The screen was just white, no color. I took the battery out and I am currently soaking the back cover in various cleaners and I wiped the rest of the phone down with multi-surface tile cleaner. It was the strongest stuff I could find. The phone still smells like chicken, though. You'd think that would be ok, right? Because chicken tastes good or whatever, but the chicken mixed with the plastic, mixed with tile cleaner makes me want to toss my cookies as far as they will go. I am so sad. My virtually physically indestructible phone was beaten by a delicious protein. I may never look at chicken strips the same again. I will probably be doing the dishes for the next couple of months just so I can make sure my idiot sister never does something like that again. 


I miss my phone.  :'(

OMGZ

You know what is even more adorable than a cute boy making a joke? A cute boy feeling bad because he screwed the joke up. Haha today in S.S. a cute boy did indeed mess up on a joke.

I was leaning back in my desk with my hood over my face (my hoodie was on backwards. Don't ask.). As Spencer walked past he meant to just bop me on the forehead, but caught my eye instead. It ripped a hole in the contact in my right eye (OW). When I told Spencer he looked so guilty it was funny. He looked so sorry, I felt like comforting HIM. Haha.

O and if any of you gossip-mongers read this, yes I did indeed say Spencer is cute, but no, I am not asking him out anytime in the perceivable future. (So stick THAT in your pipe and smoke it!)

Michael Jackson

OK, I know some people love him and honestly I have nothing against him. But come on, who hasn't made at least one MJ joke?

Well, just for the hell of it I looked some up. Here are some of my favorites:

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It is kinda hard to believe MJ isn't gay. He has a song called "In the Closet" for God's sake!

If you play Thriller backwards, you can hear Michael confessing all the names of the boys he touched. That's why it is 14 minutes long.

I just bought a new car stereo... When you shout out "Soul", it plays soul music. When you shout out "Rock", it plays rock music. Some kids ran in front of my car, and I shouted "fucking kids!", and it played Michael Jackson.

Q: Why did Michael Jackson place a phone call to Boyz-2-Men??
A: He thought it was a delivery service.

Q: How do you know when it's time to hide at the Jackson residence?
A: When the big hand touches the little hand...

Q: What's the difference between a plastic grocery bag and Michael Jackson?
A: Well, one's an artificial piece of trash that can harm little children,
and the other is used to hold groceries.

Q: What's the difference between Michael Jackson and a refrigerator?
A: A fridge doesn't toot after you take your meat out of it!

Q: What's the difference between Michael Jackson and greyhound racing?
A: The greyhounds wait for the hares to come out.

Q: How do you neuter Michael Jackson?
A: Give him spiked gloves and tell him to sing a song.

Q: Why did Pepsi sign up Michael Jackson for their ads?
A: Because he likes the taste of a new generation.

Q: What do Michael Jackson and broccoli have in common?
A: Both are force fed to little boys.

I'm bored... Well you get the point. The jokes are funny but completely necessary. Who gives a flyin' flip what a dead guy does?

LOOK AT MY FISHIES!!! --------------->

Aren't they cute?!?!


Click to feed them! (They never get full!!!)

So Alone...

I get so depressed when I'm talking to SJ and ET and SJ makes up an excuse not to talk to me (chores and food) and then ET decides she needs to take a shower and they leave me all alone with no way to entertain myself! (Haha ironic right? Because I have the internet at my disposal? Nah? Oh well.) 


SO ALONE!!!
          (and bored!!!)

GAMERZ ARE AWESOMEZ

I <3 video games!

So to all you gamerz out there, you guyz are the bomb! Don't EVER stop gaming! 

This post is dedicated to Facebook Freak Gamer: TL! 

LMAO

Ok so you all know the basics: lmao, rotfl, lol, ect.

Well I like to say this:

LSHMSFOAIDMT:
Laughing so hard my sombrero falls off and I drop my taco.

Surfer Lingo!

Ok, outta of curiosity, I looked up a whole bunch of surfer lingo! Lol some of these are kinda ridiculous! Check 'em out!

Amped: Overdoing it; excited; stoked. Anglin': Turning left and/or right on a wave. Ankle Busters: Small waves. Avalanche: An outer reef surf spot on Oahu, Hawaii; the white water pouring down the face of a wave. Awesome: Great; fantastic (also see "Off the Richter," "Off the Wall," "Outrageous"). Back Down: To decide not to take off on a wave. Baggys/Baggies: Oversized, loose fitting boxer-type swim trunks worn for show or comfort by surfers. Bail out: To get away from, jump off, or dive off the surfboard just before a potential wipe out. Banzai: A gung-ho type of yell given by surfers as they shoot the curl (also see "Cowabunga"). Banzai Pipeline: A surf spot on the North Shore of Oahu, Hawaii, between Waimea Bay and Sunset Beach; also called Pipeline (also see "Pipeline"). Barrel: The breaking motion of a perfect wave; a hollow channel formed inside a good wave when it breaks and curls over. Beach Bunny: A girl who goes to the beach to watch surfing. Beached: Totally stuffed from eating. Beaver tail: A wet suit that features a snap-on crotch, the shape of which resembles a beaver's tail. Big Gun: A 9-foot or longer surfboard especially designed for large waves. Big Surf: Extremely large waves (also see "Bombora," "Heavies"). Bitchin: (also "Bitchen") Very good; tops; excellent (also see "Boss," "Excellent," "Primo," "Rad"). Blown Out: Winds blowing so hard as to chop up the surf and render it unridable. Body Surfing: Riding the waves without a surfboard. Bogus: False; lame; ridiculous; unbelievable. Bombora: An Australian word that refers to a big wave that breaks outside the normal surf line. Bone Yard: The area where the waves break. Boogie Board: A soft, flexible foam bodyboard invented in the 1970s (unlike a surfboard, a boogie board is ridden lying down). Boss: Outstanding; the best (also see "Bitchin," "Excellent," "Primo," "Rad"). Breaker: Any wave that breaks on the way to the beach. Breakwater: A line of large boulders, cement, and/or steel extending out into the water and designed to reduce shoreline erosion. Bro: (also "Bra") Short for "brother" (also see "Dude"). Bummer: Too bad; a total drag. Bunny: (see "Beach Bunny") Carve: To make a radical turn (also see "Hot-Dogging," "Shred"). Catch a Wave: To ride a breaking wave. Climbing: To carve an S-shaped path on a wave, making a radical Dropping: bottom turn, climbing to the wave's crest, then radically cutting back Cheater Five: Five toes on the nose - keep your weight back on the board to maintain trim and speed, squat down and extend one foot forward Coffin: Riding a surfboard while lying stiffly on one's back with arms crossed. Cowabunga: (also "Kowabunga") A yell of excitement by a surfer (also see "Banzai"). Crest: The top portion of a wave. Cruncher: A big, hard-breaking wave that folds over and is almost impossible to ride. Curl: The portion of the wave that is spilling over and breaking. Cut Back: To turn toward the breaking part of the wave. Cut out: To pull out of the wave, like kicking out. Ding: A hole, crack, dent, or scratch on the surface of a surfboard. Doggers: Multicolored swimming trunks. Dork: Someone behaving inappropriately (also see "Geek," "Kook"). Double Spinner: Two consecutive 360-degree body spins on a surfboard. Drop Knee: One foot on the bodyboard, with the other hanging off the back. Difficult and fun. Dude: A male surfing enthusiast (women are referred to as "dudettes"). Dweeb: A geek; someone who acts or looks like a simpleton. Eat It: To fall off of a surfboard (also see "Wipe Out"). El Rollo: Lying prone on a surfboard and holding on to the sides while rolling 360-degrees during a ride. Excellent: Great; fantastic; exceptional (also see "Bitchin," "Boss," "Primo," "Rad"). Face: The unbroken wall, surface, or nearly vertical front of a wave. Fer Sure: The surfer pronunciation of "for sure," meaning absolutely, correct, or definitely. Geek: Someone behaving inappropriately (also see "Kook," "Dork"). Glasshouse: (see "Green Room") Glassy: A smooth water surface condition caused by absence of local winds. Gnarlatious: Anything that's really great or awesome. Gnarly: Treacherous; large and dangerous. Also bitchin Goofy-Foot: Riding a surfboard with the right foot forward (left foot forward is the more common stance). Green Room: The space inside of a tube. Gremlin: A young hodad; a beginning surfer (also see "Grommet"). Gremmy/Gremmie: (See "Hodad") Grommet: A young hodad; a beginning surfer (also see "Gremlin"). Ground Swell: Large waves generated by distant storms. Gun: A large surfboard designed for very big waves (see "Big Gun"). Hairy: (see "Gnarly") Hang Five/Ten: To place five (or ten) toes over the nose of the surfboard (also see "Toes on the Nose"). Head Dip: Touching the water with your head while surfing. Headstand: Standing on one's head while riding a wave. Heavies: Very big waves usually higher than 12 feet. Hit the Surf: To go surfing. Honker: A really big wave (also see "Heavies," "Bombora"). Hot-Dogging: Fancy surfing done by a skilled surfer. Hodad: A non-surfer, usually someone who just hangs around the beach. Honeys: Female surfers or girlfriends of surfers. Huarache Sandals: Leather sandals worn by surfers with a sole made from tire treads. Jetty: (see "Breakwater") Kahuna: The Hawaiian god of sun, sand, and surf. Kamikaze: Riding the board at the nose with arms held straight out to each side. Kick Out: To push down on the tail of a surfboard to lift and turn the nose over the top of the wave. Knots: Callouses, or calcium deposits, just below the knee and on the tops of the foot caused by kneeling on the surfboard. Kook: (also "Kuk") A surfing beginner; someone who gets in the way or into trouble because of ignorance or inexperience (also see "Dork," "Geek"). Kowabunga: (see "Cowabunga") Kuk: (see "Kook") Leash: A cord attaching the surfer's ankle to the surfboard. Locked In: Firmly set in the curling portion of the wave with water holding down the tail of the board. Log: Slang for pre-foam board made of wood. Longboard: A surfboard eight to ten feet long. Max Out: To be over the limit. Meatball: The yellow flag with the black circle indicating "No Surfing". Mondo: Something huge; of epic proportions. Nailed: To get badly wiped out. Neptune Cocktail: The large bellyful of seawater that one ingested during a particularly gnarly wipeout. Usually happened concurrently with the Sand Facial. Nose: The bow or front end of a surfboard. Off the Richter: Used to describe something that's very good, excellent, or "off the scale" (also see "Awesome," "Off the Wall," "Outrageous"). Off the Wall: Incredible, excellent (also see "Awesome," "Off the Richter," "Outrageous"). Outrageous: Incredible, excellent (also see "Awesome," "Off the Richter," "Off the Wall"). Outside Break: The area farthest from shore where the waves are breaking. Over the Falls: To wipe out, or to get dragged over as the wave breaks. Pearl: Driving the nose of a surfboard under water to stop or slow down the ride. The term is borrowed from "pearl diving." Pendleton: A brightly colored plaid wool or flannel shirt worn by some surfers. Pipeline: A surf spot on the North Shore of Oahu, Hawaii, between Waimea Bay and Sunset Beach; also called Banzai Pipeline. Originally named by surfing filmmaker Bruce Brown (also see "Banzai Pipeline"). Point Break: A type of surf break where waves wrap around a promontory of land and curl as they break. A classic example of a point break is located at Rincon, California, just south of the Santa Barbara/Ventura County line. Poser: A surfer "wanna-be"; someone who only dresses the part. Pounder: A hard-breaking wave. Prone: Ride with your belly on the board. The most common and easiest way to ride a bodyboard. Prone Out: Pulling out of a wave by dropping to your belly causing the nose to go under water and the tail to turn around. Primo: The best (also see "Bitchin," "Boss," "Excellent," "Rad"). Pull Out: To steer a surfboard over or through the back of a wave to end a ride. Quasimoto: Riding forward in a hunched-over position; riding a wave on the nose of a surfboard in a crouched position with one arm forward and one arm back, named by surfer Mickey Muöoz. Rad/Radical: Very good; tops; excellent (also see "Bitchin," "Boss," "Primo," "Excellent"). Rails: The rounded edges of the surfboard. Re-Entry: Attacking the lip, usually going vertically and then turning nose down and re-entering the wave. Ripping: Executing drastic and radical moves on the wave. Having it your way with a wave. Sand Facial: The result of wiping out and being dragged along the bottom, face first. Sano: Abbreviated form of San Onofre; also means a very clean, nicely contoured wave condition. Selling Buicks: The process of reversing the ingestion of the dreaded Neptune Cocktail. After selling Buicks, it was generally assumed that ones day at the beach was pretty much over. Set: A group of waves. Shape: The configuration, or form, of a wave. Shoot the Curl: Riding a surfboard through, or in and out of, the hollow part of the wave formed as it crests over. Shoot the Pier: Riding a surfboard in between the pilings of a beachside pier. Shoot the Tube: (see "Shoot the curl") Shore Break: Waves break very close to the beach. Shred: To surf aggressively (also see "Hot-Dogging). Sidewalk Surfing: Skateboarding. Skeg: The fin at the tail end of a surfboard. Soup: The foamy part of the broken wave; the white water. Spin Out: The result of a surfboard's skeg and tail end losing contact with the wave face and the surfer wipes out. Spinner: A surfer making a complete 360-degree turn in an upright position while the surfboard keeps going straight (also called a "360"). Sponger: Somebody that bodyboards. Stick: Surfboard. Surfs Up: Waves are breaking and surfable. Stoked: Happy; excited; contented. Stringer: The wood strip running down the center of the board; sometimes used for design. Surf Bunny: A surfer's girlfriend; a female surfer (also see "Beach Bunny"). Surfari: A surfing trip; a hunt for good surf. Swells: Unbroken waves moving in groups of similar height and frequency. Tail: The stern or rear end of a surfboard. Tail Slide: Part of a larger maneuver in which the surfer purposely makes his/her fins lose their grip and the board slides. Takeoff: The start of a ride. Taking Gas: To wipe out. Tandem: Two people riding on a surfboard at the same time, usually a man and woman. 360: (See "Spinner") Toes on the Nose: Riding a surfboard with the toes hanging over the front end (also see "Hang Five/Ten") Tube: The hollow portion of a wave formed when the crest spills over and makes a tunnel or hollow space in front of the face of the wave. (The Green Room) Tubed: Riding inside the "tube". Val: Person from the San Fernando Valley, as referred to by persons living in the L.A.-area beach cities. Walking the Board: Walking back and forth on the surfboard to maintain control. Walking the Nose: Moving forward on the board toward the front or nose. Wax: Substance applied to the top, or deck, of surfboards for traction. Wedge, The: A famous, but dangerous, body surfing spot located at the tip of the Balboa peninsula in Newport Beach, California. Wet Suit: A neoprene rubber suit used by surfers to keep warm. Wipe Out: To fall off or be knocked off your board (also see "Eat It"). Woodie: A station wagon, made in the '40s and '50s, with wood paneling on the sides.

MUSIC ROCKZ!

Ok, so I just added like 300 songs to my play list on grooveshark.com!

YAY ME!!!

THE BIRD IS THE WORD!!!

Today's word is.......




MOOSE!!! 


TEE-HEE!

Sentiments

Not every body has someone they can turn to when they need a shoulder to cry on. So turn to the brother next to you and give them a great BIG HUG! Haha.

But seriously, hugz all around! :P

SURF'S UP!!!

LAWL. This week's theme is surfing! HAHA I found this song when I searched "surfing" on grooveshark.com (my favorite music web-site) Plus, surfing goes along with the fact that SUMMER IS HERE!!! LAWLZ.

(if you haven't noticed I say "lol" and "lawl" and add the letter Z to lotz o stuff.)

So get your surfing boogie on!!!