I've decided that because I'm too young to get a job then I must find alternate methods of making money. My dad says I have to get paid for my writing... He has never actually read any of my stuff... But he knows that I'm smart enough to write well.... And I do. All my friends know it, I know it, so why don't I do it?
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I honestly don't know...
So I've decided to hand writing my stories, merely because I don't have as much access to computers as I would like... So I'm rewriting Crimson Death... a story that I started a couple years back... And I'm rewriting it first because it is the longest of the stories... well besides maybe Blood Force Trauma...
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Wow...
No promises about updating this thing more often or typing more stuff... but I did manage to type today... thats gotta count for something right???
Well some moronic kid stole my sister's phone and we have to hunt him down.... Type back later???
Maybe?
Possibly???
Perhaps???
Or....
Not???
Well some moronic kid stole my sister's phone and we have to hunt him down.... Type back later???
Maybe?
Possibly???
Perhaps???
Or....
Not???
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Crazy Madd Cosplay!!!
Haha so I joined Anime Club... Tomorrow we are all dressing up and stuff... Imma dress up as Misa Misa from Death Note. (AHHHHH o gawd I haven't typed in so long I'm f**king up royal!) So anyway..... Cosplay. Misa Misa is this blonde/redhead character who dresses in goth lolita style and her personality fits mine so yay. Here's a pic:
Only Im not gonna dress as hookerish, but still really cute!!! Maybe I'll take pics or something....
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Homecoming.
Ok, so everybody who is anybody goes to homecoming, and that person is never me. Haha, well that THIS everybody who thinks I'm uncool:
HOMECOMING HERE I COME!!!
It's has been too long...
Ok ok, so I haven't posted in a REALLY long time.... Like two months or something ridiculous!!! I know that anybody who used to read this probably doesn't anymore, but that's ok, I'll get new people.... welll Just checking in, BYE!
Monday, August 22, 2011
Ok So I Lied...
So I haven't posted the next chapter, but I blame ze person I keep talking to.... He is very distracting :/
Thursday, August 18, 2011
INSPIRATION!!!
LA LA LOO!!! Well, you have all been waiting eagerly for the next part of my story and now I have it started. Chapter Five should be done VERY soon. I'm not sure where it came from, but I had this sudden wave of creativity and now the story is really heating up!!!
I'll be posting it by tomorrow night!!!
I'll be posting it by tomorrow night!!!
RAWR!!! IMMA GET YOU!!!
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Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Dannnnng it!
FAIL.
So it doesn't send you to a different blog cuz of your tags.... It sent me to a women's rugby team blog, then some thingies written in like Pakistani or something... (Is Pakistani a language?... hmmm.... I dunno...)
So it doesn't send you to a different blog cuz of your tags.... It sent me to a women's rugby team blog, then some thingies written in like Pakistani or something... (Is Pakistani a language?... hmmm.... I dunno...)
Hmmm?
Ok, so this post is less for you, and more for me, cuz I'm trying to figure out how this 'Next Blog -->' button works... I think is uses labels that are on your blog and then sends you to similar blogs cuz they think those are the ones you want to see... I think anyway... I shall now test it and see if it works!!
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Well... Damn.
There's a reason your parents never tell you that you are destined to be alone forever. They hope, pray, that you will find your other half. The thing they don't realize is that some people are fragments, and can never be whole.
Unless of course you are ok with having a mass orgy with every fragment of your whole...
But is it possible to love multiple people? To have more fragments of your whole?
There is a reason they have so many names for it. Soul mate, true love, other half, ect. Because they aren't all the same, and they aren't all equivalent.
If I told you that you were my soul mate... It merely means you are the closest and dearest friend I have.
If you are my other half... Well I suppose you are a saint or something. My other half is the part of me that isn't.
If I say you are true love... I mean just that. I love you in every sense of the word. The purest, truest love possible. You are not my fragment, but every fiber of my being that prevents me from falling apart. You are the air I breathe, the words I speak, the strings that guide me, body and soul. That is true love.
*sigh* However I'm not exactly sure where I am going with this... I just felt alone and sad and angry and depressed and started typing. I guess the root of my issues lately is that I am alone.
I have friends, sure, but I am still empty, a shell. I am here, but hollow. I feel the gaping hole in my chest, and ache for what is missing. Like a blade wrenching in my gut, I feel the hole grow wider, and more of me erode away. I reach out, grasping at the fading tendrils, and lose myself loss.
My fragments are lost, never to be found...
Hmm... That was poetic in some sort of emo way...
Ulllghhhhh so alone!!! DAMN!
Unless of course you are ok with having a mass orgy with every fragment of your whole...
But is it possible to love multiple people? To have more fragments of your whole?
There is a reason they have so many names for it. Soul mate, true love, other half, ect. Because they aren't all the same, and they aren't all equivalent.
If I told you that you were my soul mate... It merely means you are the closest and dearest friend I have.
If you are my other half... Well I suppose you are a saint or something. My other half is the part of me that isn't.
If I say you are true love... I mean just that. I love you in every sense of the word. The purest, truest love possible. You are not my fragment, but every fiber of my being that prevents me from falling apart. You are the air I breathe, the words I speak, the strings that guide me, body and soul. That is true love.
*sigh* However I'm not exactly sure where I am going with this... I just felt alone and sad and angry and depressed and started typing. I guess the root of my issues lately is that I am alone.
I have friends, sure, but I am still empty, a shell. I am here, but hollow. I feel the gaping hole in my chest, and ache for what is missing. Like a blade wrenching in my gut, I feel the hole grow wider, and more of me erode away. I reach out, grasping at the fading tendrils, and lose myself loss.
My fragments are lost, never to be found...
Hmm... That was poetic in some sort of emo way...
Ulllghhhhh so alone!!! DAMN!
Friday, August 12, 2011
Gay Killer Panic
Read the title. ... Now think about it for a minute... What instantly comes to mind? ...
Ok so now this is what that title REALLY means:
Random conversation....
Amanda going on and on and on and ONNNN about the tiny parasite that is growing in her belly...
Something about appearances...
Zach bought Mr. Parasite some socks...
Mom complains about her crappy yarn...
I mention Diva's new BF....
Mom says my dad looks like a gay serial killer...
Amanda wants food...
Wait... Whaaaaat????
Ok, so what mom REALLY said was that some guy she works with met dad then later said that he looked like a gay serial killer... I thought about it and decided he kinda does.
Friday, August 5, 2011
ULGHHHHHHH
I have no interest in writing my story anymore... It's like... I have issues in my life as it is... Why would I want to make up another person's life and have to deal with their issues too? *sigh* I guess I'm just frustrated and bored and fed up with my pathetic excuse for a life.
I don't really have a goal in life... I just sorta... live. And that doesn't cut it anymore! I'm sick and tired of this slohing around all day and wishing for a better life! I want to fall in love, make a difference, start a business. My head is full of dreams and desires merely because I haven't fulfilled any of them!!! Dreamers can only make a difference if they act on their dreams, and I never do that!
*sigh* I've proven myself correct once again... Instead of doing something about all this bent up frustration I'm sitting down and telling an empty server about my problems...
Well, I'm going to take my bent up frustration and talk to random people I don't know about it....
I don't really have a goal in life... I just sorta... live. And that doesn't cut it anymore! I'm sick and tired of this slohing around all day and wishing for a better life! I want to fall in love, make a difference, start a business. My head is full of dreams and desires merely because I haven't fulfilled any of them!!! Dreamers can only make a difference if they act on their dreams, and I never do that!
*sigh* I've proven myself correct once again... Instead of doing something about all this bent up frustration I'm sitting down and telling an empty server about my problems...
Well, I'm going to take my bent up frustration and talk to random people I don't know about it....
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Eww
You know how I said I wasn't interesting? Well maybe I was incorrect...
I forgot to mention (once again) an injury I have sustained. This time it's a cut, not a burn... I would show you a picture but I fear it is too graphic...
It happened like this: I was going into the kitchen to put away a knife that I had been using to cut/peel a peach (I hate the furry skin.) and I tripped on the trash can and dropped the knife. It either cut me on the way down or I stepped on it, but either way, it cut a large gash into the side of my foot.
I hobbled into the bathroom, (leaving a splattery blood trail) and sat down on the edge of the bathtub. the thing was gushing, more blood than I'd ever seen. Then it squirted!!! Like in those old horror when a guy's throat gets cut and there's a fountain of blood squirting from their neck? Yea, that's what happened to my foot! Then my dad got freaked out and so we stopped the bleeding. (Haha, but my bathtub looked like something out of SAW...)
Tee-Hee.... LATERZ!!!
I forgot to mention (once again) an injury I have sustained. This time it's a cut, not a burn... I would show you a picture but I fear it is too graphic...
It happened like this: I was going into the kitchen to put away a knife that I had been using to cut/peel a peach (I hate the furry skin.) and I tripped on the trash can and dropped the knife. It either cut me on the way down or I stepped on it, but either way, it cut a large gash into the side of my foot.
I hobbled into the bathroom, (leaving a splattery blood trail) and sat down on the edge of the bathtub. the thing was gushing, more blood than I'd ever seen. Then it squirted!!! Like in those old horror when a guy's throat gets cut and there's a fountain of blood squirting from their neck? Yea, that's what happened to my foot! Then my dad got freaked out and so we stopped the bleeding. (Haha, but my bathtub looked like something out of SAW...)
Tee-Hee.... LATERZ!!!
Bla Bla Bla...
If you've ever read my blog before you have realized that I don't post too often and when I do post the posts are very short... I apologize for that, but I'm just not a very interesting person... Maybe the awesomeness or the changing songs on here keep you coming back?
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
I forgot to mention...
I have a HUGE burn on my left hand... Well the largest boiling water burn I've had... Lemme see if I can upload a pic... Ha! Got it! Here it is:
Haha, not as bad as the burn scar I have across my back, but it still hurts... I burned it when I was getting my Easy Mac outta the microwave. I jerked the cup thingy wrong and the boiling water splashed on my hand. You can't see it from the picture, but my hand is red from my wrist to the crease in my thumb...
Haha, not as bad as the burn scar I have across my back, but it still hurts... I burned it when I was getting my Easy Mac outta the microwave. I jerked the cup thingy wrong and the boiling water splashed on my hand. You can't see it from the picture, but my hand is red from my wrist to the crease in my thumb...
Monday, August 1, 2011
Devination
So I am making a Tarot card set. It isn't fancy or anything (yet), but I thought it would be fun to learn to tell the future... It is made up of essentially two card decks, all but the the jokers, and only 22 of the other deck. The 22 cards are specially named and represent certain fates or aspects... well, anyway, I'll let you know as soon as I can 'see'.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Well... CRAP!
Haha, so it's official, I am no longer a stalker... I fessed up and now I have to find something new to interest me... I guess obsessively writing on this blog will work for the time being.. :/ I'm not exactly sure how I feel about this whole thing... On the one hand I'm happy the delusion is over, on the other I really really hate the fact that things didn't go my way... *sigh* well I guess I'm doomed to suck forever... How sad... Oh well. Time for so much caffeine I can't breath. :D
Party Down!!!
Haha, so me and my buddy Erin are gonna be rockin' out tonight with a baller (wtf does that mean anyway?) sleep over. Our plans include scary movies, popcorn, and copious amounts of Monster. YAY!
Sneaky Sneaky
Well, I woke up at 4:49 am... Couldn't go back to sleep so now I'm trying to type on the laptop without my dad noticing... I'm not very sneaky, he's just very sleepy. (Haha, I made a funny.) Anyway, I keep adding to my story up there and stuff, so if you read some of it and liked it, then read the new stuff, comment, and if still like it, follow me. (Haha I really want to add to my list of Minionz. :b ) Sooo.... Yea. I'll be going then.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Oopsie...
I really have neglected the part of this blog thats talk about me. I'm so obsessed with my bloody story I barely ever update the part that is supposed to tell random people about me. *sigh* I wasn't even going to mention the things like:
My sister (Amanda) 's BF's truck broke down and we had to go to KC yesterday so we could get a headlight for our red 96 (?) Thunderbird, which my mom is going to give to him. We spent the night in a hotel and went shopping and... O about the hotel, me and my lil sis (Rachel [whom I really don't like that much]) gotourown room cuz the one we rented didn't have the beds made or anythingand that was the only double room availible, so they gave us two single rooms for free.
My loot: 3 or 4 new pairs of skinny jeans, 3 or 4 new pairs of regular jeans, a metallica t-shirt, an AFI t-shirt, a Twilight (ewwwww) t-shirt, a coolblack and white sweater-thingy, various other t-shirts, a couple tank tops, bazillions of neon toe socks, annnnnnd..... two new bottles for my collection!!!
Haha, so I never wrote about my bottle collection. It's nothing too fancy, but nothing cheap either. I only buy true colored glass (sometimes crystal) bottles. The painted kind annoy the holy living baneenies outta me. I have an entire shelf full of bottles... Most are shades are shades of green, (because green glass is easy to make [all you add is copper or tin or something]) several yellows and oranges, a few blues, a couple clear, and ONE red. True red glass is hard to come by because you have to use gold to make it. Not a lot of gold, but it certainly cost more than making it clear or something. Well, anyway, today I got another red!!! It is kinda like a vase, but it's really pretty. I also found acrystal decanter top. It's crystal and about the size of my palm. (Fairly large for a decanter top.) I couldn't find the bottle that went with it, but the way it's made makes it easy to pair with a different bottle... About a third of my collection are decanter style bottles. A bottle just looks complete with a glass stopper. Anywaaaaay.... I'm probably boring you with my weird hobby. I've written more about my collection then I've written in the past couple of days all together.
Haha, I've forgotton what the whole point od this was, but whatever. Have a nice day!!!
My sister (Amanda) 's BF's truck broke down and we had to go to KC yesterday so we could get a headlight for our red 96 (?) Thunderbird, which my mom is going to give to him. We spent the night in a hotel and went shopping and... O about the hotel, me and my lil sis (Rachel [whom I really don't like that much]) gotourown room cuz the one we rented didn't have the beds made or anythingand that was the only double room availible, so they gave us two single rooms for free.
My loot: 3 or 4 new pairs of skinny jeans, 3 or 4 new pairs of regular jeans, a metallica t-shirt, an AFI t-shirt, a Twilight (ewwwww) t-shirt, a coolblack and white sweater-thingy, various other t-shirts, a couple tank tops, bazillions of neon toe socks, annnnnnd..... two new bottles for my collection!!!
Haha, so I never wrote about my bottle collection. It's nothing too fancy, but nothing cheap either. I only buy true colored glass (sometimes crystal) bottles. The painted kind annoy the holy living baneenies outta me. I have an entire shelf full of bottles... Most are shades are shades of green, (because green glass is easy to make [all you add is copper or tin or something]) several yellows and oranges, a few blues, a couple clear, and ONE red. True red glass is hard to come by because you have to use gold to make it. Not a lot of gold, but it certainly cost more than making it clear or something. Well, anyway, today I got another red!!! It is kinda like a vase, but it's really pretty. I also found acrystal decanter top. It's crystal and about the size of my palm. (Fairly large for a decanter top.) I couldn't find the bottle that went with it, but the way it's made makes it easy to pair with a different bottle... About a third of my collection are decanter style bottles. A bottle just looks complete with a glass stopper. Anywaaaaay.... I'm probably boring you with my weird hobby. I've written more about my collection then I've written in the past couple of days all together.
Haha, I've forgotton what the whole point od this was, but whatever. Have a nice day!!!
*Nom-Nom-Nom*
I have been dreaming of Subway for the past three days... Cuz Erin payed for me to go skating on Friday I told her we'd go and get Subway sometime... but every time I try to get her to go, she either doesn't show or is too busy.. :/ I'm STARVING!!! (Not literally, but I really want my Subway.... :/
Monday, July 25, 2011
Dum-Dee-Dum-Dum
Haha gotta love people like your dad. Esspecially when they let you use their laptop to get back on the internet. :D
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Sad Face...
Was I the only one who cried when Ulquiorra died?
I felt robbed! Plus I always thought that if Orihimei had Ulquiorra then Ichigo could have somebody else...
(I ment to post this after the Ichigo-Ishida pic, but I didn't, so here it is!)
I felt robbed! Plus I always thought that if Orihimei had Ulquiorra then Ichigo could have somebody else...
Saturday, July 16, 2011
I Love-a Love-a Love You!!!
Here is shout out to my BFFAEEEEEEEEE (Best Friend Forever And Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever Ever) Erin. Omgz I LUVZ you right now.
Thank you so much for letting me borrow you iPod!!!
YAYAYAYAYAYYAYA!!!! :DDDDDD
I Have Rights
One of those rights is the right to be a stalker. Ok, so maybe stalking people is bad, but who cares? It isn't like I'm calling at them 4 in the morning... I am however printing out weird pictures of them.
Ok so not really, but I saw this cute pic of my crush and I downloaded it to Erin's computer and cropped it and like defaced it and stuff and then Erin decidded it would be funny to blow it up and print it in color.... So now I have a color picture of my crush....
Ok so not really, but I saw this cute pic of my crush and I downloaded it to Erin's computer and cropped it and like defaced it and stuff and then Erin decidded it would be funny to blow it up and print it in color.... So now I have a color picture of my crush....
*Still Laughing*
Ok, so it's 7 am and I'm bored right? So I look up random stuff on Google images. I searched "bleach at the beach" and found this:
I laughed so hard I nearly cried.... For anyone who has watched bleach, you know why.
Yikes
It's official, I let myself like somebody WAY too much... Ok, so I was looking the pictures from a party I didn't get to go to (cause I couldn't get the damn address in time) and I saw a picture of my crush.
Normally, I'd be like, "Oh, look who it is. Dum de dum, moving on..." But that was not the way I reacted. I literally had to hold my breath to keep from going, "Awww he's so cute!" in a high pitched voice.
The cause? He was wearing this baggy shirt that just made him sooo cute!!! LAWL :P
Haha well, I think I've recovered from my short elapse in brain function....
Normally, I'd be like, "Oh, look who it is. Dum de dum, moving on..." But that was not the way I reacted. I literally had to hold my breath to keep from going, "Awww he's so cute!" in a high pitched voice.
The cause? He was wearing this baggy shirt that just made him sooo cute!!! LAWL :P
Haha well, I think I've recovered from my short elapse in brain function....
Acceptance
So everybody is always searching for some for form of acceptance. I am no exception to that rule. I want people to accept me, but also the things I do. Specifically, the things I write or say. So if you read this and have ANY feedback, PLEASE comment or something to let me know!
Heck you can even email me! i6602232666@ymail.com (However don't call that number cuz my phone is broken...)
Heck you can even email me! i6602232666@ymail.com (However don't call that number cuz my phone is broken...)
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
To Those From Omegle:
Hi! Welcome to my blog!
If your here for the first time feel free to browse...
If your not sure what to do or what to read, check out the tab that says 'Click Here!!!'.
If your here for the first time feel free to browse...
If your not sure what to do or what to read, check out the tab that says 'Click Here!!!'.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Beauty & Hate
Every night I stand beneath the sky,
The moon as my comfort as I cry,
Though the stars never shed a tear,
I share with them my every fear,
The razor shakes in my hand,
It's more pain then I can stand,
Life drifts farther out of reach,
Heaven's Gate I'm soon to breach,
The moon, my guardian, my shield,
To your protection I do yield,
I drop the razor to the floor,
As the pain attacks my core,
Pain so strong I want to scream,
"What does your beauty mean?"
I curl up into a ball,
All alone I watch you fall,
Another night is gone and past,
My life continues yet to last,
Your beauty causes my pain,
But it's not you who is to blame,
I think of you and want to bleed,
But it's your love that I need,
So tonight I'll sit and wait,
For your beauty and your hate.
Good vs Evil
A thought to ponder: Is evil really the opposite of good? Or is evil merely the absence of good? Is dark not the absence of light? So is satan really the anti-christ or is satan just the absence of god like qualities? To go even further, does that mean there is a god, or just that god is a force, not a being. Therefore, if there were a god, would the god be perfect? Or would the god become satan because they lack the godly qualities? But then, if satan is the absence of god like qualities, is satan really a being? Or just the boogieman conjured up to take the blame for our own lack of godlyness.
Love & Truth
Love is not love if your love is not true. If you believe your love to be true, you must tell your love the truth . To tell the truth , you must not lie. A lie is lie no matter the size or color. If you can be true to your love, you can be true to yourself. Truth of self is more important then truth of others. You mustn't lie to yourself. What is the point of a lie only you can hear?
Technology Sux
Ok so my parents still haven't bought my netbook and I've been forced to use my friends computer.... I feel bad cuz she gets bored and blogging is stuff you do when your all alone and bored.
O and just to update random crap going on in my life:
Today I half-assed asked SJ out... AWWWWWKWARRRRD.
Ummm.... My sister (who is 18) is like two or three months pregnant...
Annnnnd..... Yea my life isn't very interesting so that's it.
O and just to update random crap going on in my life:
Today I half-assed asked SJ out... AWWWWWKWARRRRD.
Ummm.... My sister (who is 18) is like two or three months pregnant...
Annnnnd..... Yea my life isn't very interesting so that's it.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Well Well Well...
A netbook is great because it is small and light, but the keys are tiny!!! I'm using my dad's and each key is smaller than my finger pad! It is frustrating and entertaining at the same time! I'm concidering getting anactual laptop, but now that I'm ajusting to the smaller keys, I may just get the cheaper option so I can get more gadgets for it.
O and if you were wondering, I haven't posted in so long because my sister took her laptop to Appleton. Andmy phone went ka-put a few weeks ago so I was communicationless!
Now I shall get back to my story writing. ;)
O and if you were wondering, I haven't posted in so long because my sister took her laptop to Appleton. Andmy phone went ka-put a few weeks ago so I was communicationless!
Now I shall get back to my story writing. ;)
Monday, June 20, 2011
OMEGLE!!!!!!!
Awesome convo with my new friend Laurah:
You: hi
Stranger: Expelliamus !
You: OMGZ ITS HAIRY POTHEAD
Stranger: heheheheh
Stranger: totaaaalllly
You: I kissed a girl and LIKED IT
You: hahaha
Stranger: IT TASTED OF HER cherry ..... somethijiiinnng
You: 'chapstick
Stranger: TAHTS the one
You: i kissed a girl jsut to try it
You: lawl
Stranger: OMGZ ITS A KARRY PERRI PERRI
Stranger: uhm excuse the horrible name just came up with it
You: hahahaahahahahahaha
You: we are awesome
You: :D
Stranger: hahaha awesomer than awesome
You: epicly awesomener
Stranger: spasticlly awesomazinger
Stranger: now i feel like a zinger burger
You: bazonkererly
Stranger: but they're SPICY
You: indeed
Stranger: and I'm spicy intollerant
You: me too
Stranger: :D
Stranger: You my friend are a keeper
You: YAY
You: :D
Stranger: ahhahaha
You: TRIPLE XD
Stranger: I'm laurah (:
You: Beka :)
Stranger: hahah are you a pothead too ?
Stranger: uhm not that way...
Stranger: but like you know whatsss i mean
You: haha i used to like know all the spells n stuff so yea
Stranger: ahahahahahaha
You: wingardium leviosa!
You: LAWLL
Stranger: ARACNAPHOBIA !
Stranger: oh wait
You: HAHAHA
Stranger: i think thats a ...
Stranger: my bad
You: your the bomb'
You: like a nuke
You: :D
Stranger: whos da bomb ? I'm da bomb
Stranger: oh yeaaah
Stranger: like that one in hunger games :D
Stranger: well they werent getting attacked by nukes thak god
You: haha awesomeness!!!!
Stranger: only normal ones
You: i like dat series
Stranger: but I'm only half way through the 3rd one !
You: haha
Stranger: so if you;ve read it don't ruin it for me !
You: haha no worries. i just finished da second one
Stranger: yay
You: so dont ruin it for ME'
You: LAWL
Stranger: hahahha I shall try noot to
Stranger: have you come past a 'kiefer hevron' at all ?
Stranger: like on this ?
You: no
You: not as farz as i kno...
Stranger: aw okay. cause I swear like everyone has ahaha
Stranger: he's my brother and he totally got me hooked on this
You: hahaha
You: tell him i say hi
Stranger: and he says to everyone 'do you know that kiefer hevron is like the sexiest guy ever'
Stranger: ahahaha I will :P
You: wow what a narcicsist.
You: I CANT SPELL
Stranger: ahah i reccckkkooon
You: XD
Stranger: I don't know what that means but OKAY
Stranger: :P
You: self obsessed
You: LAWL
Stranger: even though i will admit i have used that word in conversation before
You: imma 14. you?
Stranger: ohh I totally missed the point
You: haha i use big words all da time
Stranger: I'm 15 (: 1 in NOVEMBER
Stranger: ***16
Stranger: ahah I
You: haha lucky
Stranger: 'm not 1 in november
Stranger: that would be weird
Stranger: lucky ?
You: i turned 14 on thurday
You: haha
Stranger: oooh last thursday ?
You: yea
Stranger: HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR THEN (:
You: TANK YOU MY NINJA
You: OMGZ
Stranger: ahahah I thought i was like the only one who said ninja any mroe
Stranger: WHAT ?
You: I know a sexiiii surpher LAWL
Stranger: ahaha a what ?
You: oops *surfer
You: haha my friend Spencer just texted me
Stranger: a sexy surfer ? what are you on about ?
Stranger: oOOohhhh ;) ?
You: himz HOT
Stranger: WEIRD my boyfriend just texted me. it must be something in the air :P
You: hahaha
You: whats his name?
Stranger: Brandon (:
You: Nice.
Stranger: hehe Spencer is cute
Stranger: my friends dog is named spencer :P he is cite ahhaha
You: haha
You: ...
You: i lost my thought
You: :(
You: haha
Stranger: D: OH NO
Stranger: we shall ninja it back
Stranger: *goes back in time*
You: *does the blue scadoo*
You: DAMN IT
You: IM STUCK IN A BOOK
Stranger: blue scadoo ?
Stranger: stuck in a book ?!
Stranger: OH NO
You: like blues clues
Stranger: I shall call in my rescue team...
Stranger: ahahahh blues clues
Stranger: I USED TO LOVE THAT SHOW
Stranger: I played the card game not long ago >_<
You: i have a 2 year old bro that watches it so.... yea
Stranger: I made brandon play it with me
You: they had a card game?
Stranger: you have to pick up a face down card in a pile and do whatever it says
You: COOL
Stranger: like the salt and pepper one says 'shake up and down as if you're salt and pepper'
Stranger: :P
You: om nom nom nom
You: COOKIEZ
Stranger: ahahaha
Stranger: MONSTER
You: OMGZ he is in rehab!
You: :'(
You: haha
Stranger: he is ?
Stranger: what ??
Stranger: why ?
Stranger: D:
Stranger: WE MUST RESCUE HIM
You: ME MUST!
You: *NINJA RESCUE SQUAD*
You: ASEMBLE
Stranger: *POKEMON RESCUE TEAM*
Stranger: LETS GET 'EM
You: YAYA!
Stranger: We're gonna be the veryy best
Stranger: the BEST THERE EVER WAS
You: *runs down hallway with scissors*
You: I feel dangerous!
Stranger: *tells teacher they're gay*
Stranger: I feel rebel !
You: RAINBOW POWA!!!!
Stranger: SUPER SONIC !
You: YAYA CHEESEY FRIES!!!!!
Stranger: CHEESE BALLS
You: O WOWWZA
IN MY MOUTH
IN MY MOUTH
You: SO CHEESEY
You: its da cheesiets
Stranger: you're so weird.
You: i am indeed
Stranger: ahahah
You: IT IS AWESOOOOOOMMMME
You: ;P
You: if you ever wanna see more randomness check out ninjapanda-randomness.blogspot.com
You: HA!
Stranger: aahhaahahahhaha okay
Stranger: brb gotta pee
You: KAY!
Stranger: RAWR
Stranger: I GOT TEA WHILE I WAS AT IT
You: NICEZ
Stranger: OMGZ ITS SO HOT
You: and crumpetz?
Stranger: no.... we don't have any D:
You: AHHHHHH you cant have tea with oput crumpets :'(
You: *out
You: not oput
You: LAWL
Stranger: hahha
Stranger: I just put lots of sugar in >_<
You: nummy me too
You: wat flavor
You: of tea?
Stranger: uhm
Stranger: i duno ahaha
Stranger: uhmm
Stranger: Lipton ?
You: haha it comes in like other flavas sometimes XD
You: hahahahahaha
Stranger: ohhh yeah my friend asha has like peppermint and peach and raspberry
You: i luvs peppermint.
You: and
You: chai
You: and chamemeal
Stranger: OHHH CHAI LATTE IS THE BEST
You: OOOOOOO NUMMY
Stranger: I've never tried chamemeal
You: it makes you all warm and sleepy
You: its nice
Stranger: aww
Stranger: it's an american thing isn't it ?
You: huh?
Stranger: chamemeal it's american ? it's on like all the american movies ahah
You: i dunno. i spelled it wrong tho...
Stranger: ahahah okay. well I've heard of it on american films
Stranger: what nationality are you ?
Stranger: chamimile ?
Stranger: Chamamile
Stranger: something like that .........
You: dutch i guess to be spesific...
Stranger: ooooh
Stranger: do you speak a different language ?
You: not reli. i kno bits and pieces of french latin spanish and japenese but not a full language cept this one
Stranger: awk
Stranger: bonjour (:
You: hola :)
Stranger: konituwah
Stranger: - spelt toally wrong - ahah
Stranger: *totally
You: hai. titcho-san
You: haha that means 'yes captain'
Stranger: je suis desole, parlez-vous francais et english :P
Stranger: **************** oh oops
You: i jes got pwned
Stranger: I said you speak
Stranger: i meant I speak
Stranger: ahahahha
Stranger: how much french do you know ?
You: not much. my mom knows a lot more then me.
Stranger: awk
You: its similar to spanish and latin so i can decipher some of it....
Stranger: ahahah closer to spanish than latin
You: latin is the base.
Stranger: je voudrais un coca
Stranger: I would like a coke
Stranger: :P
Stranger: ahah
You: COKE IS GOOOOOD
You: i loves my cola
Stranger: or chocolate chaud
Stranger: hot chocolate !
Stranger: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
You: nundai diao?!?!?!
Stranger: no hablo espanol................
You: not spanish. Japenese.
Stranger: oh
Stranger: ahahah
Stranger: uhm
Stranger: no hablo esjapanol
You: I said why. In the betrayal form.....
You: cuz now imma hungry
Stranger: imma be imma be imma imma imma be
You: imma is MY WORDZ
Stranger: it's a song ?
Stranger: black eyed peas
Stranger: its called imma be (:
You: haha
You: ik
You: i just like to claim it
You: :D
Stranger: ahahah ohkay
Stranger: my brother would say 'copy right'
Stranger: after every single word
Stranger: when we were yunger
Stranger: a*younger
You: wowzaz
Stranger: and if i said it he'd get to punch me
You: owwww
Stranger: and then i copy writed 'copy right' and that stopped him :P
You: haha PWNED
Stranger: :P
You: only the good die young
You: billy joel
You: OLLLLLLD SONG
Stranger: you listning to it ?
You: yea popped up on my grooveshark
Stranger: grooveshack ?
You: shark
You: its a music web site
Stranger: oh ahah okay
You: noodlez
Stranger: i had 2 minute noodles for breakky(:
You: haha coolz
You: imma goez. i gotz to get ready for a date with some guy.
You: but rememberz if you want to talk to me again just go to ninjapanda-randomness.blogspot.com
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